My First Luvs

My First Luvs
MY THREE CHILDREN

Friday, January 27, 2023

Our Support Team

 Britni, Rosemary and Adam went with us to Dad's Mayo Clinic appointment last week.  It's so wonderful to have such a great support team!

#crushcancer
#supportteam
#Godsgotthis
#healingpower







100 Days of School at KLES

 Today marks 100 days of school at Killearn Lakes Elementary School and Mary Aaron dressed the part!  Just look at this old lady!

2nd grade


Lunch With Daddy

 Gracie was so excited about her daddy having lunch with her at school yesterday!  The preschool classes invited parents for lunch.  Look how cute they are!



Thursday, January 26, 2023

Harrison -16 Years Old

 Just look at H man in these pictures that were taken for his 16th birthday!  Goodlooking fellow and that truck's not bad either:)!





Pax - Young Georgia Author Winner

 Pax was Norman Park Elementary's 3rd grade "Young Georgia Author" Winner!  Way for our Pax!  We are so proud of you!



Tuesday, January 24, 2023

The Chair

 


Wesley's cancer has progressed lately and since he is so weak, I decided to order him a chair for our shower.  Wesley helped me put the chair together.  I look at this chair sitting in our shower and I can't believe my eyes.  I never, ever thought I would walk this path with another loved one.  I just knew God wouldn't allow someone I love to go through this devastating disease again after watching my mama go through it for five years.  Somehow I thought we would be immune to it.  It just wouldn't happen again, and yet, here we are.

I went to pickup his pain medication today that the doctor ordered and when I saw that it was morphine, I just sat there in the car and cried.  NO! NO! NO!  It can't be! WHY? WHY? WHY?

Why does it always have to be a train at the end of the tunnel every time?  I know I am truly blessed, but I don't want our love story to end.  I honestly thought that 2023 was going to be our best year yet!  Instead, January 2023 has started out as a nightmare.

I pray, pray, pray for a miracle.  Why do bad things happen to good people?  My Wesley is simply one of the best!  I've always thought that he deserved a crown and that his reward would be in heaven, but I just thought that would be many years down the road.

I love my wonderful husband.  He truly has always been standing in my eyes right next to my daddy and you just can't find any better than my daddy.  He was one of a kind and so is my Wesley.

This is my blog and I can write what I want (especially since nobody sees it), but God, please don't take my husband yet.  Give us a few more wonderful years together.  I don't know how to live without him:(


Also, I can't wrap my head around my husband's name listed under the Prayer Needs section of our church's weekly newsletter.  Who is this???? It can't be MY Wesley Sauls!  I, sometimes, feel like I am in a dream......just floating in the air.

Tuesday, January 17, 2023

The Wagner's Visited Papa

 Britni, Bryce, Mary Aaron, & John visited Papa yesterday and we had a great visit!  Mary Aaron baked Papa a heart-shaped cake (all by herself) and John drove us around the land.